If I died, would anyone notice? But rather, would they care? I really mean it. Would my 'friends' who never call (or in SOMEONES case, look out the window) find out before next school year? If they did find out would they care at all?

If I was slowly dying inside, if my heart were bleeding, would anyone see it? Could my boyfriend and love of my life actually see? Wouldn't he be able to feel it? Would he just shrug it off? Wouldn't we like to think he could feel it, hear my cries, at our every touch?And yet, he seems to have lost this ability over time.

He would know. He would care, unlike thoes around him, he would mourn for me. He feels it and caresses my soul with him understanding and suportive words. He dosn't know that my hurt comes from loving him more that I now I should.

How can I expect them to notice when no one every notices me..sure they may hear me, but have they listened?